Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Just a note
I LOVE these people! They have become my best friends and my siblings. We may not have met each other many times but they are amazing. They are always here for me and want me to succeed. Unlike certin people at school. Who are always there to push me back down when I just got up from their last assult and tell me i'm worthless. These people are wrong! I'm here for a reason and those who support me know it. They remind me daily that I AM here for that special reason. They wont let me forget or run away from my fears. I MUST look these fears in the eyes and win that staring contest. I love ya'll so much for being true friends to me. Even if you push me over the edge sometimes. But you push to make me stronger and to learn my limits. If that is throwing a curve ball at me telling me I'm playing a solo in 4 beats or making me speak infront of hundreds of people at a moments notice. Thank you. You are amazing people and I love you for that. If I were ever to lose one of you I don't know what I would do. Cry, break down, go back into my hiding place from fear? Who knows, but guess what that just means you can't leave me until you KNOW i'm ready for that new step. When you push just don't let go! Don't let me go to far over the edge!
I know we will go our seperate ways someday and I will have to let that pass. Even if I miss you dearly all I know I will survive just because you have been there for me and I know you always will. But some day I am going to have to take the plunge on my own. Down that deep canon of life without these amazing people. So I guess, some day you will have to let go of me even if I don't want you to. I know you will know when that day comes. If it is me moving off to school, or you moving over 1,000 miles away. You will have left a footprint in my life that will never be washed away by waves. But when I'm old and grey (oh wait I already have gray, oh What EVER!) I will look back on my life and smile just because you were part of it.
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME!
