I'm not really sure if a life lesson will truely come out of this or not but here we go in atleast three parts.
First of all, who goes and breaks into a car (that is held together with duck tap) and steals a tomtom gps and leaves a $500 set of drums behind? Plus they left the driver's side door is open so I knew something was wrong as soon as I walked out of my house today. Arg I'm so mad! I'm screwed for my shows this week unless I take money out of my goal jar that has half of the money towards my goal to go buy a new one. I don't want to have to do it, but because I can't find the serial number the cops can't do anything about it so it looks like I'm going to have to. :'( Well I guess that can be a lesson. Make sure you know where all your serial numbers are even if you swore the box was with all the other boxes you have for electronics and stuff.
So I now have and addiction as well. Even though some people don't believe me this is a mixed good/bad addiction. Have you ever heard of Naked juice smootie??? Well, I was introduced to it by the people in my college classes. Someone has one every single day in there. It is insane. I tried it and am now addicted to it! In the week since I tried it I have had at leat 20. That is 20 bottles at $2.99 a bottle! As I type this there is a bottle of amazingness sitting, staring me in the face! Mighty Mango Maddness!! Plus a friend told me yesterday that they make naked juice chap stick...I must find some!Ahhh they do! Thanks for the tip:D Another friend thinks I need an intervention...I more than likely do! These things are addicting! I said it was a good/bad addiction for two reasons. Good-it's healthy (it's not smoking, or drinking, or anything like that) Bad-It's $2.99 a bottle (and obviously I buy a lot!) So I guess that is lesson number two, don't get addicted to things that cost a lot or you may need an intervention...
Finally on to the topic of my sister from another mister...(AmazingGrace) She is an amazing person and she doesn't think so. A friend of ours keeps telling her she is to modest and it is true! She has changed both of our lives and she is a very close friend, but won't take any credit for it. She says she is just another plain old person but she is not telling the truth! Her stroy has been shared with hundereds of people and I have those people coming up to me all the time asking if I'm her. I say no but we are basicly sisters and they tell me story after story about how her story has helped them. See you are amazing! Plus you have no idea how many people tell me they miss you! Granted I don't see why they don't tell you themselves other than the fact that I talk to you on a much regular basis...We all need to understand that we are here for a purpose and a reason. We must all be modest at times, but in others it's okay to let it soak in that we have the capibilities to do the most amazing things! Okay well I guess that it life lesson number three for the day. I didn't think any would come out of this at all! I should let you all rest, besides the fact that I'm running out of things to talk about...Sorry I left you for a minute the cops called me. But oh well, you should check out some of my friends blogs. They are all really neat people and we all have interesting minds to say the least!
thomaslang19.wordpress.com
Srdurmmer101.wordpress.com
thelifeoftonia.blogspot.com
mmjmikaylblogs.blogspot.com
Live, Laugh (as long as it's not hurting someone), and Love,
'till next time!
Kelli J. Lair
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Part XIII
This was actualy ment to be part X or XI but I forgot but still feel like putting it up because it's my blog and I can...No harsh feelings please!
We all mess up. We know this from experience. Sadly when some people mess up they pull themselves down further and further. They get in over their heads and get lost no knowing what they do. They want to do things that they think will pull them through but all it does is hurt them and pulls them further in the slow and steady grave they have doug for themselves. It's hard to see the light when you are so hard on yourself and in such a deep hole. Friends, true friends, try to help you, but you won't let them because you think you know what's best for you. When truly all they are doing is trying to give you a ladder out of the hole, and you think you can pick az your way out of your problems. It's not the way to live.
I'm sorry. I seem to have failed you. I was scared and didn't handle my problems in theright way. I see that now. I'm embaressed for the way I acted and I most deffinetly regret some, no most, of my actions. I let things get to me that normally wouldn't bug me. I stretched myself further than I ever really should.
I ask your forgiveness. I know you would never not support me. And the same goes for me twoards you. We've made the same mistakes just in different times in our lives. One of us has made the same mistakes twice. Mistakes are going to be made, because we are human, there is no getting around that. That is what forgiveness and second (or third, or twenty-third) chances are for. We all need to run it back and start over. For starters by forgiving yourself and giguring out a better way to fix your problems. I am charging myself with this one, and now need to apply it to my own life and not blow it off.
Check out some of my frinds blogs they are all written by special and unique people.
mmjmikaylablogs.blogspot.com
thelifeoftonia.blogspot.com
thomaslang19.wordpress.com
Feel free to comment or text me or any of these other bloggers. They are all great people, and (mostly) are good listeners. :)
We all mess up. We know this from experience. Sadly when some people mess up they pull themselves down further and further. They get in over their heads and get lost no knowing what they do. They want to do things that they think will pull them through but all it does is hurt them and pulls them further in the slow and steady grave they have doug for themselves. It's hard to see the light when you are so hard on yourself and in such a deep hole. Friends, true friends, try to help you, but you won't let them because you think you know what's best for you. When truly all they are doing is trying to give you a ladder out of the hole, and you think you can pick az your way out of your problems. It's not the way to live.
I'm sorry. I seem to have failed you. I was scared and didn't handle my problems in theright way. I see that now. I'm embaressed for the way I acted and I most deffinetly regret some, no most, of my actions. I let things get to me that normally wouldn't bug me. I stretched myself further than I ever really should.
I ask your forgiveness. I know you would never not support me. And the same goes for me twoards you. We've made the same mistakes just in different times in our lives. One of us has made the same mistakes twice. Mistakes are going to be made, because we are human, there is no getting around that. That is what forgiveness and second (or third, or twenty-third) chances are for. We all need to run it back and start over. For starters by forgiving yourself and giguring out a better way to fix your problems. I am charging myself with this one, and now need to apply it to my own life and not blow it off.
Check out some of my frinds blogs they are all written by special and unique people.
mmjmikaylablogs.blogspot.com
thelifeoftonia.blogspot.com
thomaslang19.wordpress.com
Feel free to comment or text me or any of these other bloggers. They are all great people, and (mostly) are good listeners. :)
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Part XII
Isn't it funny how a friend can write something on their blog not knowing what is going on with you and it hits you hard in that situation? Or how three friends can be connected by more than just friendship but also background stories? Or how randomly you all three go to the same people for advise without knowing it?
These strange things have been happening to me many time in the past three weeks...It's been hard but I have learned that certian things that happen can only make you stronger, unless you do something stupid(like i WANTED to do) that will hurt you. I also learned that if I ever hurt myself by doing one of these stupid things a certian guy will (I believe his exact words were: ) 'I will punch you in the face than kill you if you kill/hurt (I don't remember which) yourself.'
I've also learned that it is okay to let it all out and cry. That can help you more than you can imagine. Other people are going through hard things at the same time and you can all help each other. Your friends, if the really are your friends, should be there for you through thick and thin. More than likely they will be crying right along side you.
Physical things won't usually get you through the tough stuff in the long run. In the short run, maybe for a couple minutes, but truly they may ruin your life in the long run. I'm preaching to myself here. I have done things I am most deffenitly not proud of and knew I shouldn't have done. I still face these problems because they are exactly that, problems. I have put myself into a situation and now I must finish off what I got into. I know I have a support group behind me 150% and I was reminded of that over the weekend.
We must all find our nich in life and know how many people truly look up to us. That's another thing I was reminded of while talking to the one who treatened punches and death. He had to tell me yet again that I was put on this Earth for something special and he thinks he knows what it is. He also told me that I was put on this Earth to support another guy we both know. That guy and I are close, but not to close and he believes that there is a purpose for that. He has been behind me since we became friends and same for me to him. We are a lot a like with very small differences and that is what he (the one who threatens) believes I'm here to do, to help my friend in ways that he can't help himself.
Also my sister, a shout out to you my dear. I miss you so much. You have been my support system even thousands of miles away. I will see you shortly, I don't know when, but shortly. I love you!
Check out some of my frinds blogs they are all written by special and unique people.
(These two are new to blogging)
MiKayla's: mmjmikaylablogs.blogspot.com
Tonia's: thelifeoftonia.blogspot.com
(He is a pro/writing a book!)
Alex's: thomaslang19.wordpress.com
Feel free to leave comments, or text me, or email/facebook/myspace me. You are all special!
Kelli Jo
These strange things have been happening to me many time in the past three weeks...It's been hard but I have learned that certian things that happen can only make you stronger, unless you do something stupid(like i WANTED to do) that will hurt you. I also learned that if I ever hurt myself by doing one of these stupid things a certian guy will (I believe his exact words were: ) 'I will punch you in the face than kill you if you kill/hurt (I don't remember which) yourself.'
I've also learned that it is okay to let it all out and cry. That can help you more than you can imagine. Other people are going through hard things at the same time and you can all help each other. Your friends, if the really are your friends, should be there for you through thick and thin. More than likely they will be crying right along side you.
Physical things won't usually get you through the tough stuff in the long run. In the short run, maybe for a couple minutes, but truly they may ruin your life in the long run. I'm preaching to myself here. I have done things I am most deffenitly not proud of and knew I shouldn't have done. I still face these problems because they are exactly that, problems. I have put myself into a situation and now I must finish off what I got into. I know I have a support group behind me 150% and I was reminded of that over the weekend.
We must all find our nich in life and know how many people truly look up to us. That's another thing I was reminded of while talking to the one who treatened punches and death. He had to tell me yet again that I was put on this Earth for something special and he thinks he knows what it is. He also told me that I was put on this Earth to support another guy we both know. That guy and I are close, but not to close and he believes that there is a purpose for that. He has been behind me since we became friends and same for me to him. We are a lot a like with very small differences and that is what he (the one who threatens) believes I'm here to do, to help my friend in ways that he can't help himself.
Also my sister, a shout out to you my dear. I miss you so much. You have been my support system even thousands of miles away. I will see you shortly, I don't know when, but shortly. I love you!
Check out some of my frinds blogs they are all written by special and unique people.
(These two are new to blogging)
MiKayla's: mmjmikaylablogs.blogspot.com
Tonia's: thelifeoftonia.blogspot.com
(He is a pro/writing a book!)
Alex's: thomaslang19.wordpress.com
Feel free to leave comments, or text me, or email/facebook/myspace me. You are all special!
Kelli Jo
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