Part XII

Isn't it funny how a friend can write something on their blog not knowing what is going on with you and it hits you hard in that situation? Or how three friends can be connected by more than just friendship but also background stories? Or how randomly you all three go to the same people for advise without knowing it?

These strange things have been happening to me many time in the past three weeks...It's been hard but I have learned that certian things that happen can only make you stronger, unless you do something stupid(like i WANTED to do) that will hurt you. I also learned that if I ever hurt myself by doing one of these stupid things a certian guy will (I believe his exact words were: ) 'I will punch you in the face than kill you if you kill/hurt (I don't remember which) yourself.'

I've also learned that it is okay to let it all out and cry. That can help you more than you can imagine. Other people are going through hard things at the same time and you can all help each other. Your friends, if the really are your friends, should be there for you through thick and thin. More than likely they will be crying right along side you.

Physical things won't usually get you through the tough stuff in the long run. In the short run, maybe for a couple minutes, but truly they may ruin your life in the long run. I'm preaching to myself here. I have done things I am most deffenitly not proud of and knew I shouldn't have done. I still face these problems because they are exactly that, problems. I have put myself into a situation and now I must finish off what I got into. I know I have a support group behind me 150% and I was reminded of that over the weekend.

We must all find our nich in life and know how many people truly look up to us. That's another thing I was reminded of while talking to the one who treatened punches and death. He had to tell me yet again that I was put on this Earth for something special and he thinks he knows what it is. He also told me that I was put on this Earth to support another guy we both know. That guy and I are close, but not to close and he believes that there is a purpose for that. He has been behind me since we became friends and same for me to him. We are a lot a like with very small differences and that is what he (the one who threatens) believes I'm here to do, to help my friend in ways that he can't help himself.

Also my sister, a shout out to you my dear. I miss you so much. You have been my support system even thousands of miles away. I will see you shortly, I don't know when, but shortly. I love you!

Check out some of my frinds blogs they are all written by special and unique people.

(These two are new to blogging)
MiKayla's: mmjmikaylablogs.blogspot.com
Tonia's: thelifeoftonia.blogspot.com

(He is a pro/writing a book!)
Alex's: thomaslang19.wordpress.com

Feel free to leave comments, or text me, or email/facebook/myspace me. You are all special!

Kelli Jo