Part XIII

This was actualy ment to be part X or XI but I forgot but still feel like putting it up because it's my blog and I can...No harsh feelings please!

We all mess up. We know this from experience. Sadly when some people mess up they pull themselves down further and further. They get in over their heads and get lost no knowing what they do. They want to do things that they think will pull them through but all it does is hurt them and pulls them further in the slow and steady grave they have doug for themselves. It's hard to see the light when you are so hard on yourself and in such a deep hole. Friends, true friends, try to help you, but you won't let them because you think you know what's best for you. When truly all they are doing is trying to give you a ladder out of the hole, and you think you can pick az your way out of your problems. It's not the way to live.

I'm sorry. I seem to have failed you. I was scared and didn't handle my problems in theright way. I see that now. I'm embaressed for the way I acted and I most deffinetly regret some, no most, of my actions. I let things get to me that normally wouldn't bug me. I stretched myself further than I ever really should.

I ask your forgiveness. I know you would never not support me. And the same goes for me twoards you. We've made the same mistakes just in different times in our lives. One of us has made the same mistakes twice. Mistakes are going to be made, because we are human, there is no getting around that. That is what forgiveness and second (or third, or twenty-third) chances are for. We all need to run it back and start over. For starters by forgiving yourself and giguring out a better way to fix your problems. I am charging myself with this one, and now need to apply it to my own life and not blow it off.


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